30

Jul

by Ranajay

As usual, I had a weird series of dreams last night and I’m trying to make some sense of them.

In my mini-dreams, I was smoking a variety of things… a cigarette and a bidi at the same time. A doobie. A huge cigar with my dad. I must be craving for a smoke subconsciously.

In another dream, I was talking to a former friend who I broke off with on horrible terms. In fact I’ve been feeling guilty about it for quite a few years now. In my mind, I literally abandoned her, so whenever I think about her, I just feel like crap. I think this is the first time I’ve dreamt about her though. Anyway, in the dream she told me that she was working as a teller in some local bank. Her table was quite literally on the sidewalk.

Another dream was just a series of my childhood photographs. And these are photos that were never taken in real life. Its rather strange why I would dream about that. I’m pretty sure that even in my dream I felt a pang of guilt for having lost a bit of my cuteness since childhood. Wondering if that made any sense.

Photo ke andar photo

This here is a photo of a real childhood photo, that I put in just for the added effect ;) .

Other random things in my dream:

Eating delicious Indian food (craving?)

A huge flood outside (some manifestation of guilt?)

Anyway, there were way too many things to go into detail. And I’m getting late for work.

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